Thursday, December 20, 2012

I'm so very lucky!!!!

I'm so very lucky to have married my love from 10th grade. We may have went our separate ways but the Lord always had a funny way of pushing us back together. I just want to thank you for making dinners for Me and Mae. I suck at cooking, i'll say it! you take your time and make sure we have what we need and your thoughtfulness shines through. You recognize how hard it is sometimes to be a mom, wife, nurse, veternarian, daisy leader, CCD'er, psychologist, trash woman, poop scooper, breaker of all things you have to fix, and so much more. I just want to say how much we love you everyday and are blessed with your soul! I love you chris! Maker of Madeline Mae Cooper!.....

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

They didn't find the wrong.

Accused that you were,
 tried yes they did
found guilty no you weren't.
 District Attorney dismissed the case,
 laughed in the face
 of those who brought the notion, his innosense was hid.
They didn't have the evidence because there was none to share.
All because  the crackins second baby daddy, she did not want him there.
Take a daddy away from one child, take a daddy away from two,
No big deal to take their fathers away when another man came through.

Brain wash the child into thinking the worst of its life,
a nightmare that never happened.
Throwing around religous bandaids sealing what was imagined.

He couldn't fight the crackin for the rights to the child she wanted taken away,
the demon was hell bound and determined that she punish their earthly stay.

Obviously there was no guilty verdict or else he'd be taken away,
the cost of his rights was to much money to pay.
He was given an ultimatum and it goes something like this," either pay up your money or give her a goodbye kiss."

People all over gave him money but still it was not enough,
he couldn't fight the financial game to win his love, so tough.

His tears were endless streams of sorrow, sobbing pain.
The day he signed the ink to the paper he never was again.
He lost his soul, a knife pierced his heart,
his center of his world ripped up, ripped apart.

He always tried to make sense of such a senseless way,
he moved on with his life but never was the same.

Those who know him know him well and have known him quite long,
they know that what was said that happened did not because they didn't find a wrong.


My best friend Chris Cooper

To My Best Friend Chris Cooper,

You did not miss out, you were spared the dysfunction that would have tormented you a life time. God gave you another chance and blessed you on your birthday with our daughter who is thriving, happy and amazing. The lord blessed the three of us with each other. I know you tried your best to mend your heart and I know you will always have a heaviness. We overcame darkness by putting our faith in the hands of God. Noone is to judge you except the Lord himself and until then, remain as you are and as you always were. You were my friend at 15 and now my husband years later. A strong bond we have and a beautiful family we have created. You and I have always been togther even when we were apart. I love you always Chris Cooper the best man, father, husband and friend. You are my rock as we are yours. Love you always. Nadine.